What do you do when life gives you lemons? Easy, you make lemonade. Well let me tell you, like most things in life, that is a heck of a lot easier to say than to do. What do you do when your family moves you across the world? Away from the place you have called home your whole life. Away from your best friend that you have known since the day you were born, and love him like he is your own brother? Splitting your family in half and leaving your older brother and sister behind? What do you do? You cry. A lot. But then you get half way across the world, and honestly, its not half bad. Okay so I knew that it couldn't be absolutely terrible, since we are doing this for God. And what if you meet this incredible girl from Florida. My new best friend. What if you hate to go a day without talking to her and gushing like a little girl about all our inside jokes, and the cute guy next door? But what if, two years later, you have to do it all over again? What if your only a 15 year old girl with enough stress just being a teenager, without my body trying to release it in other ways like grinding my teeth at night or loosing all my hair? What do you do then? Take it from me. Its not easy.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Sleep


Man I hate this. Recently we found out that I have something called Sleep Apnea, where I will stop breathing while I am asleep until it wakes me up and I begin to breathe again, sometimes gasping and sweating, depending on how long I was not breathing. Well Sleep Apnea can also be life threatening. But it really sucks because it really deprives the sleep I get, continuously waking up in the middle of the night. So if I don't take a nap I am really slugging through my day and honestly its not the way I want to live my life. Either always asleep, or slugging around everywhere. It really irritates me.
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