What do you do when life gives you lemons? Easy, you make lemonade. Well let me tell you, like most things in life, that is a heck of a lot easier to say than to do. What do you do when your family moves you across the world? Away from the place you have called home your whole life. Away from your best friend that you have known since the day you were born, and love him like he is your own brother? Splitting your family in half and leaving your older brother and sister behind? What do you do? You cry. A lot. But then you get half way across the world, and honestly, its not half bad. Okay so I knew that it couldn't be absolutely terrible, since we are doing this for God. And what if you meet this incredible girl from Florida. My new best friend. What if you hate to go a day without talking to her and gushing like a little girl about all our inside jokes, and the cute guy next door? But what if, two years later, you have to do it all over again? What if your only a 15 year old girl with enough stress just being a teenager, without my body trying to release it in other ways like grinding my teeth at night or loosing all my hair? What do you do then? Take it from me. Its not easy.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Grrr...


Currently I am seriously annoyed. When I started this blog I hoped that it could just relieve some stress, you know get some stuff off my mind. In the beginning I didn't tell anyone about it. Not Jasmine or anyone. But I eventually slipped to Jasmine, since I tell her everything. But that was okay because she knows everything about me anyways. But then Ben finds it, of course. I should have thought of that. I should have known that he would look at Jasmines blog, see that she is following me, and read mine. That is so irritating. I use this like it is my diary. But if I write in a diary or journal or whatever, its like I'm just talking to myself, and it honestly just keeps things on my mind instead of taking it off. So I figured I would write to total strangers that are just reading random blogs, if any did read mine. But go figure, that is not the case. Ben just don't show anyone else please.
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